Ramping Up

Moving from the idea of putting in a lot of time painting to writing was a big, important psychological and creative shift.  Choosing words over color was pragmatic:  I do not have time to paint.  I do have time to write.  I can write early in the morning, at work, outdoors on the patio, at the library, or sitting on a bench in the park.  In short, I can write just about anywhere.  Painting, not so.  But I can sketch.

This morning, I am going to my first of (I hope) many meetups with a local group of writers.  We were sent stories and excerpts to read and to critique – what works, what doesn’t work – with the admonition to do more than say, “I like this!” or “This sucks!” Giving reasons for a like / dislike helps the writer, but it also helps the critic get in touch with his own writing.

Of course, we all have our preferences for reading matter, but reading things which are not to our liking is no reason to push it aside.  My own prejudices have steered me away from otherwise good literature . . . just because I was told “You will like it!” or, worse, “You should read it!  It’s a classic!”

I hate being told what I should like, should believe, and should do in any form.  It’s the word should that makes me say “No!” immediately.

And sometimes, I am wrong.  Thinking about what makes something work creates a different mindset in the reading altogether.  I’ve learned something prior to even getting to the first meeting!

Out on a Limb

AnxietyToday I am doing a photo shoot with a local meetup group.  There will be professional models and make up and lovely dresses.  Because of my personal preferences, I am traveling light as far as camera gear.  With 8-10 photographers scrambling for access, it seems like it could be almost a free-for-all, so it seems to be even more reasonable I do this.

Coming with me will be the Nikon D7000 with only one lens – the 85mm f1.8G.  And to augment this, the Nikon V1 with a few lenses.  Nothing else – no flashes, no reflectors.  I want to focus on photography, not the peripherals of photography.

This is where the title of this post is coming from – I am out on a limb about using the V1 and a single lens on the DSLR.  With a lot of gear, I feel I would go absolutely crazy with everything else, and everyone else.  This is me – not other people.  When I shoot alone, or one or two others, it is considerably less stressful for me, so more gear is okay.  However, I feel I could miss out on some really good shots . . . but I also know my main focal points of this shoot.  To try to do too many other things could decrease that concentration.  I want to shoot portraits, and panorama portraits.  The D7000 and 85mm are for this purpose.  With the V1, I want to see what it can do under these circumstances with the 10mm f2.8, the 18mm f1.8, and the 30-110mm.

While these meetups are a little crazy, they are also a great learning experience.  Seeing other photographers at work, meeting new people, and chatting about the process are always fascinating.  Doing it myself, in the middle of it all, is a challenge.  There are soooooo many times when I loved what I was seeing on the camera back, only for find my EV was -5 because of the dials on the top of the camera!  Today, the goal is to NOT do that, and to only use the info seen on the back panel for adjustments . . . so, little goals, big goals, and a lot of anxiety because this is one shoot I really want to go perfectly!